However, I am at a very positive state in my life right now, but it has not always been the case. To tell you the truth I went through hell to get to where I am now, and I've written many blogs on the horrible experiences I've encountered while living with this illness!
Can you imagine being watched constantly, and everyone around you are after you? And you are scared because you are outnumbered!
I had a nervous breakdown at the age of 20, I heard voices, saw strange people, and was disoriented. Psychosis led me to do something stupid and that incident led me to jail and to the state hospital for five months. Prior to this incident I never went to jail or committed a crime.
I isolated myself during that time in my life from everyone. I even told my mother I didn't want to see her an…