A friend who is a caregiver has a daughter who was in jail. She shared with me how her daughter made requests and wanted to get out of jail. However, my friend was relived because her daughter was getting help. Immediately, I thought she's in a good place, not due to the environment and circumstances, but because she knew she was in jail. Catatonia. It is a symptom of schizophrenia that may look different for everyone. I just got out of a meeting where someone's relative experienced catatonia, and their testimony brought me back to that detrimental state that I myself experienced some years back, which I'll never forget. It saddened me. For them and for my past. For me being catatonic was being absent despite being physically present. I was not responding to anything. For me it was different from psychosis and hallucinations and delusions. While in those states of mind, I was responding to something. Unlike those symptoms, catatonia for me, was being in a daze, i
This blog is about educating and empowering peers, caregivers, and loved ones with hope for recovery. I describe my experience living with schizoaffective disorder, bipolar type. I've been in recovery since 2007. I've experienced setbacks, but also triumphed through challenges. I encourage you to share your thoughts and to believe that better days are attainable. Thank you for visiting. Welcome to my life in recovery... Ashley Smith