In general, I take one anti-psychotic and one anti-depressant medication once in the morning time. Taking medication can be challenging for me especially if I forget to take the medication in the morning. In the past, I used to skip my dose of medication if I forgot to take it in the morning, but I would not take it in the late evening, because I did not notice the effect it had on me the following days. However, I do not do that anymore, my body and mind has changed over the years and I must take my medication every single day to avoid the consequences, which include my partner taking notice and the discomfort I feel in that, and risk of my many symptoms of paranoid schizophrenia flaring up.
Now, I recognize a change in me whenever I miss a day of medication, for me I lose concentration or eye contact with people and whatever is in front of me. This tendency makes me feel very uncomfortable because I like to keep eye contact with people, which I am generally good at it.
I understand there are a lot of routines I could do to remember to take my medication such as keep a pill container for every day of the week, to set my alarm, or to take my medicine when I do a daily practice like to brush my teeth, I have tried a few routines. Now, that I know there are ill effects if I do not take my medicine daily, I am even more prone to remember to take it in order to avoid my ramifications of embarrassment and discomfort in front of my partner and others, or worse disorientation caused by my mental illness.
Another reminder of why I need to stay compliant on my medication is my past experience of jail time, my family's concern during that delicate situation, and the accomplishments I've made since my diagnosis. Yes, taking medication is a life-long challenge for me but it is necessary for me to manage my severe mental illness and to take charge of my life!
If you are an individual living with a mental health diagnosis, do you notice any changes in yourself when you do not take your prescribed medication, for whatever reason?
If you are a family member, do you notice when your relative is not taking their medication, if so, what are the initial signs?
I understand that what I am asking you is very personal, therefore I encourage you to respond anonymously if you do not want others to identify you online in order to participate, educate, and to relate to others. Thank you for taking the time to read about my challenges and ways that help me to cope!
To learn more about schizophrenia visit NAMI, Choices in Recovery, or Schizophrenia Society of Nova Scotia (Canada).
Now, I recognize a change in me whenever I miss a day of medication, for me I lose concentration or eye contact with people and whatever is in front of me. This tendency makes me feel very uncomfortable because I like to keep eye contact with people, which I am generally good at it.
I understand there are a lot of routines I could do to remember to take my medication such as keep a pill container for every day of the week, to set my alarm, or to take my medicine when I do a daily practice like to brush my teeth, I have tried a few routines. Now, that I know there are ill effects if I do not take my medicine daily, I am even more prone to remember to take it in order to avoid my ramifications of embarrassment and discomfort in front of my partner and others, or worse disorientation caused by my mental illness.
Another reminder of why I need to stay compliant on my medication is my past experience of jail time, my family's concern during that delicate situation, and the accomplishments I've made since my diagnosis. Yes, taking medication is a life-long challenge for me but it is necessary for me to manage my severe mental illness and to take charge of my life!
If you are an individual living with a mental health diagnosis, do you notice any changes in yourself when you do not take your prescribed medication, for whatever reason?
If you are a family member, do you notice when your relative is not taking their medication, if so, what are the initial signs?
I understand that what I am asking you is very personal, therefore I encourage you to respond anonymously if you do not want others to identify you online in order to participate, educate, and to relate to others. Thank you for taking the time to read about my challenges and ways that help me to cope!
To learn more about schizophrenia visit NAMI, Choices in Recovery, or Schizophrenia Society of Nova Scotia (Canada).
Comments
I try my best to keep up on my medication. I have an electronic med minder with an alarm. You can fill it up with up to 9 consecutive days of doses. It really helps me, as when I just had a regular pill box, I would forget my doses a lot.
I feel better these days...
I'm on Cipralex now.If I don't take it for a day or two I find I get more side effects when I start taking it again. I don't think I'll skip a dose again. It feels like having to start over.
Cheers,
Ry
I use abilify, an anti psychotic, and also an anti depressant. I am currently not having any hallucinations and am of a sane mind, so I started writing about it. Thank you in advance for taking the time to check out my blog.
All the best,
Wilco
I am glad you 'feel better these days' and thank you for providing feedback. Stay encouraged!
Ry,
That's good you stay focused on taking your medication every single day to avoid "starting over." Best to you!
Wilco,
Thank you for the invite to your blog, and yes that sort of info does interest me because I can relate... in the beginning I was very religious and thought I was on a mission for God. Anyway, I will check out your blog.
To all,
Thank you for commenting and sharing your experiences with this sort of daily task. I appreciate your comments, support and encouragement to continue to write.
Take care!
Ashley
I did notice a difference in my mood on such occasions. I became more depressed and irritable when missing a dose so nowadays I tend not to do so.
Despite the adverse reactions you experience when missing a dose, do you have any plans to come off your antipsychotic medication?
I hope you tell your doctor about the voices and let those closest to you know what is going on in order for them to support you during this challenging time.
TEM POK,
I do not have any plans of getting off of my medication because of the severity of my illness which I experienced prior to my diagnosis.
Thank you for your feedback.
Regards,
Ashley Smith