I think I've been experiencing mania, but I am not sure. I think I am in a manic state right now, because I am writing too much about mental illness. Over the last week I've written more blog entries than usual. And when I've recorded all I want to share on my blog I surf the web for other blogs to read and comment, which is not a habit, although I've come across some good blogs.
Also, I am overly excited about a couple of projects to the extent that I cannot sleep or do anything else but record my thoughts and focus on the project. I am spending too much time on the laptop, and I know it but still I engage it. Writing is very therapeutic to me. Right now it is calming my anxiousness.
Lastly, my mood had been up, way up, and then down and irritable because of small disappointments and this usually wouldn't effect me as much.
I want to know if this is a form of mania or not, and if so, how to overcome it?
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I would also like to state that my bipolar friend who has many manic episodes isn't a bad person because he sometimes lacks empathy or doesn't care about his friend's concerns or problems. He realizes this is an issue and is considerably concerned for himself during these manic periods. Even manic with limited empathy he is still a wonderful human being with a great conscience.
In addition to that, there are other factors that may contribute to this experience- PMS, disagreements with my partner, and poor sleeping habits, which may explain the irritability, but not the upward feeling; or it can altogether be a rare moment of frenzy.
Hi K.C. Jones,
Thank you for your insight. I do have an appointment with my doctor in a little over a week when I can ask questions and get his opinion. I think I can hold out until then because despite these out of the ordinary moments, I am not hurting anybody. I will tell my doctor about this.
Samantha,
Thank you for sharing your knowledge of mania. Again our own experience coupled with an understanding of our peer's experience is very beneficial to getting a better understanding of mental health related concerns.
Thank you both for answering my question.
I did not consider my anxiety as the root of the problem, but now your making me analyze this possibility- thank you.
Thank you for sharing the fact that you can relate to me in this strange ride of moods. I will try to provide an update after my visit with the doctor.