Saturday, December 8, 2018

Counseling Helps the Whole Person

When I started engaging in counseling 11 years ago I assumed the scope of the sessions would focus on medicine, and my mental illness. However, nobody should assume. Counseling applies practical problem-solving demands to the stresses of life that impacts peers living in recovery. Counseling may help an individual manage diverse concerns such as codependency, low self-esteem, and motivation to be your best self, etc.! Therefore, if you're newly diagnosed, or do not have diverse experience with counselors my experience, which I will share can help. I will focus on the benefits of counseling from personal experience. There are several benefits to counseling, however, I will focus on only three, here.

#1- Counseling focuses on the whole person.
#2- Counseling encourages growth.
#3- Counseling can be ongoing.

First, a significant benefit of counseling is its focus on the whole person. The doctor or psychiatrist concentrate on treating symptoms, and prescribing appropriate medication. Counselors support doctor recommendations, however, they are more attentive to the daily challenges impacting the person's overall mental health such as emotions within relationships that add stress, and triggers symptoms, or a diverse range of concerns. Yes, we talk about side effects, my condition, and how I choose to manage my recovery in counseling sessions, but moreover, the sessions add balance to life through reflection, and discussion, which relationships with friends cannot help like a professional can.

Second, counseling encourages growth. I appreciate counseling for helping me identify strengths, and opportunities to advance them. Counselors are creatively resourceful. I am a peer counselor, otherwise known as a certified peer specialist (CPS). My counselor identified the CPS training and position as an area that I could achieve. They referred me to the CPS training that teaches peers how to articulate their recovery experience, in order, to bring other peers into the realization that they can overcome challenges of stigma, and of life, by identifying inner strength, passion, and goals to explore, and to live well in recovery.

A CPS is a peer in recovery that counsels other peers by lived experience, giving encouragement, and supporting the goals of others. Certified peer specialists are a growing profession within the mental health field. I enjoy motivating peers by sharing my recovery experiences, facilitating recovery-oriented meetings among related skills, and talents. The Georgia Mental Health Consumer Network, offers CPS training. This organization can be a great example to states that do not offer this training and position.

Finally, the practice of engaging in counseling sessions does not have to be for only a season. Counseling could be ongoing, or under need basis from time to time. I maintain counseling to work on myself, but that's not to say that a peer must have a counselor to better manage. However, I highly recommend counseling through major events such as setbacks in wellness, and life's significant stresses. These life stresses may include: changes in job placement, education, grief, and relocation. Moreover, counseling helped me get back on track in the past through events that required transition and enabled me to practice resiliency to the fullest!

Overall, the greatest benefit of counseling is self-improvement on the whole person. Counseling helps peers practice balance, growth, and to work on their whole person for life, if so desired. In fact, online counseling is available. Thus, I encourage peers to view counseling as an option, and not a chore for recovery solely for one's mental health condition, because counseling helps the whole person.

Friday, November 30, 2018

Psychiatric Advance Directive (PAD): Discuss With Your Therapist and Loved Ones

Living with a mental illness can be challenging, however, with insight and proper interventions we can regain control of our lives, dignity, and independence faster by planning ahead. Over the course of 11 years in recovery from schizophrenia I was hospitalized twice;  at age 20, and age 31. I was single during my first hospitalization. However, I had much at risk during my second hospitalization; my family, home, and thus, livelihood. My experience will further support both newly diagnosed peers, and fellow peers already in recovery who can attest to the disruptions of crisis and hospitalization that may have been handled better had a post-crisis plan and intervention been in place.

From experience I learned an even greater lesson than 'take your medication.' The lesson I learned is simple, and not an innovative idea, but sadly overlooked across treatment planning and visits, which is to plan ahead and document it! The psychiatric advance directive (PAD) much like the advance directive, which is routinely utilized in all medical settings upon intake is a document that identifies decision-making preferences, delegated agents, and overall, interventions with instructions.

In fact, the National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI) defines the purpose of an psychiatric advance directive: “A PAD allows a person to be prepared if a mental health crisis prevents them from being able to make decisions. A PAD describes treatment preferences, or names a person to make treatment decisions, should the person with a mental health condition be unable to make decisions.” Moreover, NAMI's Peer-to-Peer Education Course identifies the psychiatric advance directive. Further, Mary Ellen Copeland's Wellness Recovery Action Plan (WRAP) details what the ideal psychiatric advance directive should include through its post-crisis planning workbook.

The psychiatric advance directive can be an empowering tool when utilized. First, let me elaborate on what is included in a psychiatric advance directive (PAD). The PAD may include, but not be limited to the following elements of documentation:
  • Delegation of the primary decision-maker whenever there is an unspecified demand that requires a decision to be made on behalf of the peer.
  • A list of preferred facilities and treatment centers or alternatives. Example: hospitals, respite center, and alternatives.
  • A list of medications, which are preferred.
  • A list of medications to avoid and reasons why.
  • Signs or symptoms that helps the people that intervene determine when to activate the peer's PAD.
  • Signs and indications that the peer is in a better place to regain independent decision-making and thus, minimize the guidance and direction from the delegated agent in PAD.
  • A list of supporters and delegated responsibilities. Example: who will contact the peer's employer, landlord, and review and pay bills, watch their home, and check the mail.
  • Contact information that specifies the treatment team (doctor and therapist, etc.), delegated agent (caregiver), and supporters (friends, family, etc.).
  • Signature page (notarized) within the peer's PAD.

Therefore, the psychiatric advance directive can be an empowering document that gives peers choices when established and discussed in advance during a time of wellness and clarity on preferences. The psychiatric advance directive will undoubtedly enable the peer to practice resiliency. After the crisis and hospitalization the peer can focus wholeheartedly on recuperating opposed to being over-stressed with losses and unnecessary problems that could have been minimized such as past due bills, poor communication with employers, disrupted academic coursework, and shift in expectations of attendance for children of peers, etc.

My advice is to talk to your therapist and only those individuals that will become a part of the psychiatric advance directive. Discussing your PAD with therapist and loved ones, caregivers, and supporters will assist in the development and effectiveness of the PAD. These discussions may best be started with the therapist, in order, to learn more about the PAD, how to discuss PAD with others, and to get support to complete and distribute PAD among those that need to know, only. Because it may be challenging finding a therapist one may seek one-on-one therapy online, which can enhance ease of discussion from the comfort of home.

Finally, here are some resources to gain more information about the psychiatric advance directive and online therapists, as well as additional information shared in this blog entry:

Let me know your thoughts on the need and benefits of implementation of a psychiatric advance directive for yourself or loved one. Anonymous responses welcomed! Thank you.

Wednesday, November 21, 2018

Re-play on Janssen's Champions of Science: The Art of Ending Stigma- Panel Discussion

Shade. Labels. Darkness. Negativity. Secrets. Shame. Guilt. Hiding. Discrimination... I am referring to the stigma of mental health conditions that plagues conversations, worsens our reality of living with a life-long health concern, and prolongs suffering, and silence. 

Janssen Pharmaceuticals' panel discussion about stigma, and art opens the conversation to so much! Dr. Adam Savitz (panelist, psychiatrist, Janssen), Jeff Sparr (panelist, Peace Love), and myself (panelist), and Vickie Mabrey (moderator) held a lively hour-long discussion, Tuesday, November 13, 2018, on a range of concerns impacting people living in recovery, and coping strategies. We spoke first-hand experience on how we cope through artistic means, therapy, and self-expression, and the role of creativity, specifically painting and writing. The arts play a significant role in the healing process of recovery living with mental health conditions including obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD), and schizophrenia. 

However, we also talked about real-life situations with discrimination and stigma, and how to manage in the workplace with the support of human resources, and the importance of our support system, among other topics. Moreover, a psychiatric advance directive is a crisis plan in place when us, peers, living with a diagnosis are at our worse, and planned in advance our preferences in the event that we cannot articulate our wishes in treatment, and life. 

Similar to a general advance directive, however, more specific a psychiatric advance directive is a document that controls how people intervene. The psychiatric advance directive gives voice to us peers in that our concerns such as our families, home, pets, and bills are properly managed by those individuals that we list in the document. Mary Ellen Copeland's WRAP (Wellness Recovery Action Plan) articulates this plan. Creating or updating one's psychiatric advance directive is my message in my upcoming book, What's On My Mind? Coping Takes Work! my publish date is to be announced next year (2019). 

Over the last 11 years of my recovery, having a psychiatric advance directive is one of the most vital lessons I've learned! In addition to learning more about my diagnosis, and rights to maneuver daily discriminatory situations, and social problems, in order, to combat stigma as discussed in this empowering hour-packed conversation a psychiatric advance directive is just as important as auto insurance, renter's insurance, and a life policy, and college fund. I've overcome two major setbacks and take it from me it's best to plan in advance how you want your house managed when you are at your worse!  

In short, Janssen's panel discussion with Dr. Adam Savitz, Jeff Sparr, myself, and Vickie was an amazing talk, and experience. Watching this panel discussion will enrich your familiarity on the latest demands in recovery today! Thus, get involved in your recovery through self-expression, and overcome the stigma by using practical coping skills, and creativity! Review Janssen Pharmaceuticals' Champions of Science: The Art of Ending Stigma, and our panel discussion that will empower you!

Click here to watch our live virtual panel discussion- November 13, 2018, 7-8 PM Eastern Time 

Moderator: Vickie Mabrey, & Panelists: Ashley Smith, Jeff Sparr, and Dr. Adam Savitz

As mentioned in our panel discussion, here are some resources:

  1. Champions of Science: The Art of Ending Stigma (Gallery, Resources, Janssen)
  2. National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI, support groups for families, peers, caregivers, etc.)
  3. The Georgia Mental Health Consumer Network- Peer Support Wellness & Respite Center (for Georgia residents)
  4. Mary Ellen Copeland's WRAP (Wellness Recovery Action Plan)
  5. PeaceLove (Jeff Sparr, panelist and co-founder)
  6. What's On My Mind? A Collection of Blog Entries from Overcoming Schizophrenia by Ashley Smith (panelist, lived experience expert and certified peer specialist) - Amazon

Wednesday, November 14, 2018

Recap on Virtual Panel Discussion Champions of Science: The Art of Ending Stigma

Last night I participated in a virtual panel discussion to promote Champions of Science: The Art of Ending Stigma, which is a an online gallery, and campaign that brings awareness to coping skills through the arts of self-expression. This website is a great resource for peers like myself living with a diagnosis, caregivers, and individuals seeking awareness on mental illness, and recovery. The discussion was moderated by Vickie Mabrey, who I had the pleasure of meeting and working with through Mona Terrell & Associates, The National Association of Black Journalist (NABJ), and Janssen Pharmaceuticals, in the past. Vickie Mabrey is a former ABC News Nightline Correspondent. I enjoyed working with her again on this important discussion, because it covered an array of information that the public should become familiar with such as coping through artistic means, and expanding our support system. 

Our discussion mentioned support groups, which the National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI) offers throughout the United States, which I am also a member of through NAMI Georgia. Our panel discussion mentioned the significance of establishing and updating a psychiatric advance directive, which I will elaborate in my upcoming book, What's On My Mind? Coping Takes Work! Panelist, Jeff Sparr, who is co-founder of PeaceLove, teacher and self-taught artist (, recovery story is amazing! I could relate to his experience of being diagnosed in my 20s and experiences with people who do not understand. Throughout the discussion he provided great insight that I wholeheartedly agree, and want to continue this conversation. Panelist, Dr. Adam Savitz, a psychiatrist and Director of Clinical Research at Janssen gave detailed information on the biology of mental illness and its effect on peers like myself, and commonalities. He offered explanations that was easier to digest and follow opposed to much doctor jargon. 

I really enjoyed being a part of this panel discussion because the public needs more information from lived experience experts and professions to reduce stigma. A great way for individuals to interact and learn more about living with mental illness is to read blogs by peers in recovery. In fact, my personal blog, "Overcoming Schizophrenia," details my own experience with the diagnosis. My blog was established in 2008, and is linked to fellow bloggers in recovery with much lived experience and artistic means of expression. Also, I thank our viewers for their engagement and questions and comments! Moreover, I thank everybody at Janssen for bringing me back to participate in this project, which sheds light on recovery! My relationship with Janssen began in 2010 with their non-branded documentary, Living with Schizophrenia: A Call for Hope and Recovery (2011) that is available to watch on YouTube. I am a strong supporter of Janssen, because of their educational campaigns that is community-oriented, and uplifting to my peers, our caregivers, and supporters. 

Janssen is a part of Johnson and Johnson, and Ruder Finn collaborated in the preparations of this event and Champions of Science: The Art of Ending Stigma. Lastly, I encourage you to learn more about Jeff Sparr's organization who co-founded PeaceLove, and to visit the Champions of Science:The Art of Ending Stigma website. The website features a gallery and a lot of resources to gain a better understanding of the effects of mental illness. Again, I thank Janssen for their continued engagement in spearheading non-branded awareness projects such as the documentary and this project, and for opening the door to more discussion on recovery, and coping through the arts. I will provide another link to watch this virtual panel discussion as soon as possible. In the meantime, I encourage you to review Champions of Science: The Art of Ending Stigma gallery and information online: 

Myself, Virtual Panel Discussion

Monday, November 12, 2018

NOV. 13 - Virtual Anti-Stigma Panel Discussion

Tomorrow, Tuesday, November 13, 2018 at 7-8 PM Eastern Time I will participate in a virtual panel discussion sponsored by Janssen Pharmaceuticals, "Champions of Science: The Art of Ending Stigma." This will be a lively conversation that I don't want you to miss!

This event is important to me because people living with a mental health conditions like myself cope, and manage, our diagnosis in diverse ways including artistic means. The Champions of Science: The Art of Ending Stigma is an anti-stigma campaign by Janssen Pharmaceuticals, who I support and worked with in the past through a documentary, Living with Schizophrenia: A Call for Hope and Recovery (available to view on YouTube).

As an advocate, peer, and writer I am looking forward to this conversation to share the truth about mental illness, which is recovery is possible despite stigma and setbacks. Individuals living with mental health conditions can overcome silence and stigma by coping within the arts. One of my coping skills is writing. In fact, I maintain my personal blog, "Overcoming Schizophrenia," which shares my lived experience and resources, since 2008.

This virtual panel discussion will be moderated by Vickie Mabrey as we explore the stories of Jeff Sparr, co-founder of Peace Love, a mental health advocate, and art teacher, Dr. Adam Savit, a psychiatrist and Director of Clinical Research at Janssen, and myself, a lived experience expert, and author of What's On My Mind? Do join the conversation with questions and comments to show your support! Thank you, Ashley Smith.

Sunday, November 11, 2018

International Survivors of Suicide Day- November 17, 2018

In 2016, "[s]uicide was the second leading cause of death among individuals between the ages of 10 and 34, and the fourth leading cause of death among individuals between the ages of 35 and 54" (National Institute of Mental Health).

Untreated mental illness could lead to premature death, suicide, for anybody despite age. Suicide is not a wish, it's relief to seemingly limited solutions, tormenting states of mind, and a range of different signs and symptoms associated with mental illness. Suicide is not always related to mental illness. However, I will focus on the mental illness and suicide connection.

Everybody has a breaking point where one experiences a catastrophic event or events. Many may seek refuge, but do not get what they need in time for recovery. Common problems leading to suicide are financial issues, broken relationships, and trauma, and untreated mental illness. Having such problems coupled with minimal healthy coping strategies, and limited access to resources for support increases the risks of suicide attempts.

I know a few individuals who attempted suicide. I've learned from them that repeated attempts is common. As stated in the facts above, children are not exempt from suicide. This is more than a family issue, suicide is a societal problem that demands attention, right now.

Here are signs that an individual may be suffering and are at risk of suicide: changes in behavior, withdrawal, changes in appearance, and making preparations (WebMD). Here are some resources:

  • National Suicide Prevention Hotline, call 1-800-273-8255 (available 24 hours everyday).
  • Veteran Crisis Hotline, 1-800-273-8255, press 1
  • Mental Health First Aid training
  • Self-help groups

If you, or somebody you know is at risk, or is a suicide survivor I encourage you to build a strong support system based on people that you trust, and know have your best interest. Treatment could include a variety of therapies. Professional support could be a strong asset to overcoming internal struggles and learning how to cope better.

I encourage everybody to engage in self-care because mental health defines our emotions, and thoughts that may or may not be healthy. Self-care may incorporate stress management, and relaxation. Self-care activities may incorporate meditation, faith-based groups, therapy, focusing on inspirational music, and reading, hobbies, pet therapy, art and music; or whatever practical effective coping strategies that helps an individual get through poor intense stressful times.

I never attempted suicide however, some of my friends have. I aim to continue to support them, and my peers on their recovery journey. Lastly, November 17, 2018 is "International Survivors of Suicide Day." My hope is this day maybe full of healing, and recovery-filled discussions, and support to our suicide survivors. My hope is that more people will research the facts on suicide, and how to help an individual get access to professional care if they are at risk.

National Suicide Prevention Hotline, call 1-800-273-8255 (available 24 hours everyday)

Saturday, October 20, 2018

Coping in the Spirit

I am fighting schizoaffective disorder every day through my spirituality! Living with mental health concerns is challenging. Constantly, I am reflecting on my relationships, self-care demands, and responsibilities, and commitments. Currently, I am challenged most by controlling my high energy, and thought-processes regarding my general interactions, and work. But I maintain hope. A combination of mania, the side effects of my medication, and concerns with self-motivation to perform is a frequent concern. However, I strive to practice balance among my list of general coping skills that I use. I communicate closely with my treatment team; psychiatric doctor and therapist, and I also vocalize concerns with those that I can trust within my circle of influence.

In other words, I am managing both schizophrenia and bipolar disorder daily through medication, faith in my medication, and effort to maintain optimism, and self-care! Every day I strive to maintain wellness by focusing on balancing my wants and demands with stress management activities. Because life is stressful, in spite, of daily events, which can be good and not so good, I strive to add relaxation moments. These moments are not costly nor timely. Instead my self-care regimen is subtle. I carry out increments of relaxation based on the activity at-hand! Some of the self-care activities I practice include: walks, word search puzzles, house chores, taking longer baths opposed to showers, reading inspirational material, listening to music, and writing, and speaking with family and friends. Overall, my top three coping activities that help me manage my conditions are reading inspirational material, listening to music, and cleaning my home.

My problem is my mental illness, of course, but I know I can still live a good life through faith and hope. I identify as spiritual, and read scriptures. In fact, I will share specific scriptures that helps me overcome my fleeting negative thoughts associated with the diagnoses of living with schizophrenia, and bipolar disorder. The scriptures that inspire me the most include the following from the Holy Bible, New Living Translation:

  1. Isaiah 38:15-17 New Living Translation (NLT) 15 But what could I say? For he himself sent this sickness. Now I will walk humbly throughout my years because of this anguish I have felt. 16 Lord, your discipline is good, for it leads to life and health. You restore my health and allow me to live! 17 Yes, this anguish was good for me, for you have rescued me from death and forgiven all my sins. 
  2. Ecclesiastes 7:13 New Living Translation (NLT) Accept the way God does things, for who can straighten what he has made crooked?
  3. Psalm 139:13-18 New Living Translation (NLT) 13 You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother’s womb. 14 Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it. 15 You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion, as I was woven together in the dark of the womb. 16 You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed. 17 How precious are your thoughts about me, [a] O God. They cannot be numbered! 18 I can’t even count them; they outnumber the grains of sand! And when I wake up, you are still with me!

The above inspirational scriptures give me hope, and personally connect me to The One. Despite being diagnosed at age 20, and now being in recovery for a few years with a young child, I am still open to information, additional ways to practice coping with my diagnoses, and life, as well as embracing self-care needs. I share my lived experience to minister to myself, and to empower others.

Whenever I journal, which is often, I record my daily reflections to God that may include a scripture, prayer, and affirmation. Although I am open about my diagnosis, it is still a delicate topic of discussion, as you can wholeheartedly understand! Because, the “Overcoming Schizophrenia,” blog is my journal to you, and my God, I’ll create another special prayer, and affirmation- just for you!

My God, my God. Thank You. I thank You for another opportunity to share our story, in order, to reach somebody that needs validation, and reassurance. Because You love me the way I am, I am grateful! I know I am loved even when I do not show it to myself as strong as You do, because of my trials and mind wars. However, today, this moment, I will give thanks again for You, for my life! I love You, I need You. And I will overcome my concerns the best I can with what I have- on Your schedule, because it is already done! Amen.

Lastly, I leave you with this scripture that further inspires me to share my recovery experience, to minister to myself, and to continue coping in the Spirit.

Proverbs 31:8 New Living Translation (NLT) Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves…

I, thank you. Take care, Ashley Smith.

Tuesday, October 2, 2018

Remembering the Amazing Month of September 2018

Thank you... I thank my readers for exploring mental health concerns with me for 10 YEARS, and counting, on this blog! September 2018 was an exceptional month; full of highs AND lows. I am grateful to have had the opportunity to speak at two conferences, and to share insight on my lived experience. Also, I am grateful to celebrate another birthday with my family, friends.

Mark Lawrence, Stomp the Stigma
First, the Stomp the Stigma conference addressed youth, families, schools, and the larger community. Now having experienced two major setbacks, and hospitalizations away from home, life, responsibility, my norm, etc. At Stomp the Stigma, I was a panelist along with four caregivers, and parents, of individuals like myself; living in recovery. We had lively discussion about concerns, and our ways of coping as family to support, to endure recovery, and to live a hopeful life, which can be difficult for the individual, and loved ones. Again, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia as a young adult being 20 years old. At this event, I shared information on how my family copes with my condition then, and now with my recent 2018 hospitalization.

2018 Mental Health Conference Voices of Hope
Second, the 2018 Mental Health Conference Voices of Recovery was a great experience because it was presented by the church, for the community, and it entailed a lot of believers who shared their testimonies, spoke on mental health problems, AND ways to minimize concerns! I facilitated a workshop titled: "Coping Takes Work! The Workshop." 

My workshop introduced the theme of my next book, What's On My Mind? Coping Takes Work! My workshop was amazing, because of the following reasons: (1) I shared my recovery story, and bits of my recent hospitalization, (2) I brought participants into the hospital setting with scenarios, and (3) we each shared a little bit about our own concerns with mental health challenges as peers, family, and caregivers. The event was held at the House of Hope church in Decatur, Georgia. I enjoyed these conferences, because I disclosed parts of my recovery that once brought me down, however, strengthens me, today!

Ashley Smith, Birthday Girl
Lastly, I am another year older! I enjoyed my party with close family and friends. We had a great time laughing, talking about these events, and playing one of my favorite games; spades. I loved the entertainment and more importantly, the company. 

Finally, I am grateful to God for bringing me to this day. As I reflect on my recovery I cannot help but know and believe my experience is a miracle! I could've have been in many difficult places, and not free, nor well. However, The Spirit, The One, our Creator, brought me back, in a "good place."

I thank you readers. I thank my family, and friends. I thank my many supporters. I thank my GOD. 

****If you or someone you know is struggling with mental health conditions do seek professional support, and self-help groups for you and your family. Your county mental health center, and local NAMI (National Alliance on Mental Illness affiliate)... The blessing, our blessing, is the mind, a "good place," and living life, itself! Thank you.****

Thursday, September 27, 2018

Ashley's Upcoming Workshop September 29, 2018

What’s On My Mind? Coping Takes Work! The Workshop (Description)
What’s On My Mind? Coping Takes Work! The Workshop An introduction to a peer’s second book, based on her lived experience with schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. Despite maintaining wellness, her condition is still an illness that requires work! Eleven years after her first breakdown that resulted in her diagnosis, she has yet another experience where her reality is in diverse worlds in her mind, only. Coping Takes Work! focuses on how she endures the second-time around, still struggling, but not giving in! Through these experiences, reflecting on her first break, and her recent, she still sees hope.

What To Expect from The Workshop
A group discussion on the following concerns and needs to prepare an individual for a crisis and/or hospitalization:

  • Warning Signs
  • Triggers
  • Practical Scenarios 
  • Your Coping Skills 
  • Advance Directive

The Facilitator
Ashley Smith is a lived experienced expert, certified peer specialist (CPS), and speaker. She is a trained speaker with NAMI Georgia and the Respect Institute. Ashley is managing her schizophrenia, and bipolar disorder. Her recovery journey began in 2007. Despite living with her conditions, she thrives evident by her resiliency, which she discloses on her personal blog, “Overcoming Schizophrenia,” (2008-present). Her first book, which is a collection of blog entries from “Overcoming Schizophrenia,” What’s On My Mind? However, her follow up book, What’s On My Mind? Coping Takes Work! that is devoted to the act of recovery, which is articulated in its title, “coping,” and the work involved. Ashely Smith self-published her book and wants to assist others to do the same. She is president and CEO of EMM Enterprise, LLC. Through EMM Enterprise Ashley guides individuals on how to organize, compile, and to deliver a self-published book! To contact Ashley, visit her blog or website…

Upcoming Book
Ashley Smith authors, What's On My Mind? A Collection of Blog Entries from Overcoming Schizophrenia, which is available on Amazon. Her book reflects on memories of her first breakdown in 2007 that is a vivid account of her processing of the diagnosis of schizophrenia, and bizarre thoughts while experiencing different realities. Likewise, Ashley's writing still shares her story. Her next  book, What’s On My Mind? Coping Takes Work! is inspired by her recent hospitalization in 2018, which she recorded in her journal during her inpatient hospitalization. 

Ashley practices recovery by living it, sharing it, and giving the God of her understanding all the credit for restoring her mind! Despite challenges of living with mental health conditions, which can disrupt all areas of one’s livelihood, Ashley is committed to mental health advocacy! Struggling for her livelihood, but not for her hope. The book, What's On My Mind? Coping Takes Work! is forthcoming...

Register TODAY
2018 Mental Health Conference Voices of Hope: Speaking Out About Mental Health in Church and Community 

  • FREE Event
  • Saturday, September 29, 2018
  • 9 AM to 3 PM
  • The House of Hope church, Dr. E. Dewey Smith (Senior Pastor), located: 4650 Flat Shoals Parkway, Decatur, GA 30034
  • To learn more about workshops offered, and to register visit:

Thursday, September 20, 2018

Continue Acknowledging Recovery -September "National Recovery Month"

September is "National Recovery Month." It seems that I almost forgot this?! However, I do not want you to let this special month of recognition go by without additional reflection on the meaning of recovery.

Despite living with mental health challenges since my diagnosis in 2007, my definition of recovery changes to me! Although I was diagnosed with schizophrenia, my treatment team switched my official diagnosis to schizo-affective disorder early on without much discussion. As you may be aware, already, schizo-affective disorder is schizophrenia, and bipolar disorder. Over the years I gained a lot of knowledge about schizophrenia, and not enough about bipolar disorder, which I will work on, every diagnosis requires attention at recovery! Every diagnosis can damage a good person and their loved ones, however, recovery can overcome many struggles with mental health concerns...

In 2007, I was hospitalized. And, in 2018, I was hospitalized, again. Through my experience I gained a better understanding of mental health conditions, and the meaning of recovery to me. Even though an individual may experience a setback in their life and recovery, this does not change my definition of recovery right now.

Many persons may select the definition of recovery, 'to restore,' which is correct in most if not all dictionaries. Opposite, I used to hold the viewpoint that recovery is the same as maintaining a good place. I was wrong! Recovery is an action, which demands life-long attention. 

Recovery is to keep trying. While I was at my worse, without full-knowledge of the extent of how poor if a state that my condition had on me, overall, I learned how to cope better, harder, and to keep trying despite distractions!

I was writing my follow up book to my first, prior to my recent time away. My first book is a collection of posts from this blog entitled: What's On My Mind? and available on Amazon. Through my experience, and ongoing redirection, and effort to practice recovery, I learned a significant piece of wisdom... The definition of recovery is the effort to live, the strength to keep on, and the hope in trying again, and again... 

Do not let this month go by without paying closer attention to recovery for people like myself, and you, and others living with mental health challenges. Everybody is enduring a fight to overcome. Many persons are living with a diagnosis and continue to practice recovery!

My upcoming book, What's On My Mind? Coping Takes Work! will articulate my challenges, but also my triumphs during my inpatient hospital visit. My hospital stay required a lot of me, in order, to stay empowered, and to try again at recovering from my conditions. 

I remember a close friend's identification and common concern... whenever a somebody goes into the hospital an individual buys them flowers. However, when a peer goes into an inpatient mental health hospital some of us do not consider to purchase ourselves and fellow peers flowers... stigma. Mental health conditions are a medical condition too! Next time, if you know anybody going in or getting out of a mental health hospital consider buying them some flowers even if they do not value them generally, trying to put forth effort is always a good place to be in with the stigma we live daily. With that said, upon my return home, I brought myself some flowers, and a card to celebrate my mind, and recovery!

September is National Recovery Month. Continue to acknowledge it. Continue to learn more.  Continue to reach out, and continue to support recovery in its diverse meanings, especially this month (September, National Recovery Month!)... Thank you.

Sunday, September 16, 2018

My Blog, My Recovery, My Book, & My Life!

I just made it back home earlier this week... My spirit was fighting for my mind, daily, second by second. The mind is of this world, however, The Spirit of Him within my soul, always wins the victory! To my God, The One, The Spirit, to Him, the glory, forever! I thank You, always. Love, Ashley 
(Embracing My Mind, Facebook, September 15, 2018).

Ashley Smith, Author/Blogger, "Overcoming Schizophrenia" (2008-2018)
First, I thank you for reading about my recovery on this personal blog (not for pay), Overcoming Schizophrenia (started in 2008). I blog to learn, to share, and to inform someone about LIVING with mental health concerns, such as schizophrenia. I do this for me, for other individuals, and most importantly, for my God, He restores my mind. 

I am grateful for my mind, life, and another opportunity to share my lived experience, in order to support another peer, family member, and supporter. We, us, we welcome: self-improvement, awareness, hope, and support as we strive to practice wellness. I write, we read, I write some more, and WE share, and then write some more. I thank you for visiting, reading, and checking on me, my blog, Overcoming Schizophrenia.

In short, my blog, Overcoming Schizophrenia, is about- my lived experience with schizophrenia, which for me began in 2007. I was arrested, jailed, and hospitalized for five months. Ultimately, facing felony charges, predominately, because of my unknown life-long challenge, my medical concern; my mental health condition; SCHIZOPHRENIA.

Fortunately, the felony charges were reduced to misdemeanors, with time-served. I was 20 years old, I spent my 21st birthday in a court-ordered state psychiatric hospital in California. My family, and I did not understand, or know the challenges, and setbacks that my mental health problems would create, worsen, and disrupt.

Last month, (August 2018), I was arrested, and hospitalized. Eleven years later... this time in my other home state, Georgia. This time without my mother, who passed away in 2013 with breast cancer. In spite of living with these concerns, my faith enables me to find something, at least one part of my experience, which was negative, but can be turned around into a positive asset into my own recovery, as well as somebody else! 

Although my mental health condition improves in comparison to my first nervous breakdown (at age 20) having more work experience, and birthing, and caring for my son; and taking care of our daily needs, regularly, everyday, is precious. And so is my mind, "precious." My mind is precious to me because it helps me to maintain my livelihood; my motherhood, my independence, my opportunity to grow, and to learn, and to experience life; to love life, by sharing my recovery story with others; on this blog. Still, I have a strong foundation, the support of my family, in California, and also here, Atlanta. Moreover, a strong support system that include: family, treatment team, peers, and friends.

However, my schizophrenia did NOT disappear. Despite my many accomplishments my mental health concerns NEVER disappeared. My diagnosis is officially, schizo-affective disorder, or a combination of schizophrenia, AND bipolar disorder (mania), which was probably true for me in 2007, but was misdiagnosed as schizophrenia, alone. I experience depression, mania, and several other symptoms that schizophrenia possesses. To me schizophrenia is a thought disorder that alters an individual's thinking, thought-processing, behavior, and emotions and such.

I take at least three primary medications to help minimize the drastic impact that my diagnosis can have on my senses, and reality, and thus, lack of- reality. To help me maintain my livelihood, schizophrenia, and bipolar disorder; I take medication for the severity of my condition. I take medication because I see the benefits. Under the supervision of my psychiatric doctor, therapist, and other professionals in my treatment team's office, I take at least three medications: 1) an anti-psychotic, 2) a mood stabilizer, and 3) an anti-depressant.

This month, September 2018, is HUGE to me. Right now, I am celebrating my Overcoming Schizophrenia blog! My blog is 10 years old, and alive, still... Also, this month is my BIRTHDAY-MONTH (September). Despite my recent setback, and issues, I am still working on me, and my recovery. Unlike my last major setback (2007), this time I advocated to the judge for myself.

I have a lot of experience with the National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI), here known as NAMI Georgia. Specifically, its presentation "In Our Own Voice," where the presenter(s) share their recovery story according to specific themes, and /or topics.

Also, I am a Respect Institute graduate that is a trained speaker, and individual living with a disability, who skillfully articulates the lived experience for themselves, peers, and others. Also, the Respect Institute of Georgia is sponsored by the Georgia Mental Health Consumer Network.

Lastly, I am excited about my rekindled spirit, and energy, on writing... Writing my next book:

Coping Takes Work!
by Ashley Smith

This book is a follow up to my first book, What's On My Mind? A Collection of Blog Entries from Overcoming Schizophrenia. Coping Takes Work! This book will focus on how I managed to endure the systems, specifically, the court-ordered hospital visit.

Finally, I am still recuperating, and writing. However, it is important to note that Coping Takes Work! is inspired by my journal, which I wrote in the hospital. I had to minister to myself, in order to stay hopeful, and positive about my potential release, and opportunity to be with my child, to share my experience, and to enjoy my life, again!

Eleven years ago looked similar to a few short weeks ago. However, I am well now. I am sharing my experience, and I am grateful for the opportunity to live, and to enjoy the journey that my Higher Power chooses for me, still! Thank you. 

Much love,
Ashley Smith,
Blogger, Author, Peer, & Mother for My Higher Power- THE SPIRIT, THE ONE, THE CREATOR

Ashley Smith, Author of forthcoming book:
What's On My Mind? Coping Takes Work!

Thursday, May 3, 2018

Healthy Minds Matter Mental Health Forum- Saturday, May 5th

I will share my story and book at "Healthy Minds Matter" Mental Health Forum May 5, 2018!
Sponsored by Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority, Inc.,
Psi Alpha Omega Chapter and Hearts To Nourish Hope

Ashley Smith, author of What's On My Mind?



SATURDAY, MAY 5, 2018 8:30 AM - NOON 


640 GA-138 RIVERDALE, GA 30296

Register for FREE Today!

After the Show- Spoken Sounds of Soul

May is Mental Health Awareness Month, and what better way to recognize this month than with an open candid discussion on mental illness! I had an AWESOME experience on Spoken Sounds of Soul show with T Love, Dr. Angela Harris, and Zovon Lee, and Shanbin. Here are some pictures of us after the Show:


Wednesday, May 2, 2018

Watch Spoken Sounds of Soul with T Love

Ashley Smith will be featured on Spoken Sounds of Soul 

LIVE Tonight Wednesday, May 2, 2018 at 6 pm Eastern Time

LIVE Wednesday, May 2, 2018 at 6 pm, call-in 404-382-0417

Hostess T Love, Spoken Sounds of Soul

Blogger & Author, Ashley Smith of What's On My Mind? Overcoming Schizophrenia

Friday, March 9, 2018

Shout Out to My Blog Readers & EMM Facebook Page Fans

Recently, I established EMM Enterprise, LLC, which is primarily about me encouraging and motivating individuals to write. Moreover, the EMM Enterprise, LLC Facebook page shows me as the writer, speaker, and book-writing coach, which I am, offline.

However, you all, including my Overcoming Schizophrenia blog readers will always, and forever hold a great part of my vibrant recovery spirit! You've seen me grow over the years in my recovery since 2008, and my journey to focus on my mental health related career as a writer and speaker, which is my livelihood- I thank you! Embracing My Mind, Inc. Facebook fans, and Overcoming Schizophrenia blog readers you've helped me grow in so many ways as an advocate, writer, and into the person I am today- Ashley! -who also lives in recovery with mental health challenges. I love y'all!

Lastly, I want you to glance at my EMM Enterprise LLC Facebook page, and "like" the site.  -Ashley

Tuesday, January 30, 2018

I Am Happy Today Because...

I am 31 years old. I am a single-parent. I am a writer, an advocate and peer counselor for mental wellness. I also have schizoaffective disorder; schizophrenia, depression, bipolar disorder (mania), and anxiety. And today, I am happy... I have a beautiful son that I am thankful to have and to love on every second of my life! I am working on a book...

Ashley Smith
Because of my condition I am more aware of mental illness. I am passionate for the cause to fight the ongoing beast of widespread stigma, and negativity on persons living with mental health conditions. I aim to encourage mental wellness for myself, peers, and EVERYBODY. Living with my diagnoses enables me to be conscious of my self care needs, demand to engage in self-love activities, and to strive for overall wellness with my many goals, and attempts to get it right! 

Now my greatest challenge is my depression, anxiety, and side effects of my medication. With my depression I've slept for extended periods of time as if exhausted, but no physical labor to validate the sleep. It could be difficult to maintain energy to function at the pace I am accustomed to. My anxiety and side effect of my medication, which is poor focus and vision impacts me at work today. 

However, I am fortunate to manage these concerns with my doctor's prescriptions, regular therapy sessions twice a month or more often depending on my levels of stress, and engaging in my support system; and coping skills that include: journaling, creating a monthly budget, talking to close friends and family regularly, listening to music, lighting candles, buying flowers, and greeting cards for myself to keep me uplifted. I journal and write about my daily activities, give thanks to my Father God, and reflect on disappointments and happenings in my life. 

Currently, I am working part-time for a non-emergency resource information line for a mental health advocacy group in Georgia. My position requires me to respond to requests for resources in Georgia by phone and email. I talk to peers, care partners and caregivers, mental health professionals, activist, educators, law enforcement, and people like you! I love my job, because I feel like I am helping the recovery movement whenever I share my personal experience living in recovery, and to make effective local referrals and linkages to care in our communities.

Despite working 4-hour shifts I have to manage myself by attending to self care demands, because I am stationed at a desk and constantly on the computer, and calling individuals back with a list of resources. My self care needs at work are to take a mini break that may include reflecting on the moment, only, eating a snack, checking in with a friend, and self encouragement. My self encouragement may be motivational self-talk such as 'Ashley, you can do this... Ashley, take your time... Ashley, you got this!' During really difficult days, which are rare, I may journal on my light work break, pace the parking lot, and to take my anxiety medication. 

All of my coping tactics help me maintain my position at work, and to live well. There is no single coping act that trumps all coping skills to me, because I must rotate them for effectiveness, practice routine, and to 'be gentle with myself,' as a close friend says. I am not for or against medication, I support whatever helps my peers with professional support, but I take my medication because it works for me.

I am happy today, because of all of these things. I've been in recovery for 10 years! I am proud of myself. I may not have the fantasy life I envisioned growing up; I do not have a bachelor's degree. I do not own my home. And I cannot sing, but I am a proud mother. I am a proud daughter, sister, auntie, cousin, niece, friend, girlfriend, and peer... And I have many great relationships; 1) with my God and family, 2) best friends, and 3) my many peers and associates that add to my life and help with goals. 

Finally, I am working on my follow up book to What's On My Mind? A Collection of Blog Entries from Overcoming Schizophrenia, Volume I. My follow up book will be titled: What's On My Mind? Coping Takes Work, Volume II. 

Lastly, thank you for checking on me- much love! Ashley

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